I learned how to play Battleship today.

Why? I thought the Turkish name for it was cool. "Amiral Battı" is Turkish for the game Battleship. The literal meaning of Amiral Battı is "Carrier (ship) sunk" or "The Admiral sunk", which doesn't sound as cool, but it's okay.

I played 4 rounds with my friends and I only lost one round !! And I played it online too. It's such a cool game. I told my mom about it too. I believe the board game version would be more practical as its such a waste of time and paper to just draw grids over and over again. But it's good at school. I like playing Battleship. Of course, as I am still a beginner, I might not be that good but I'll learn.

I was playing Battleship while coding this post, but some guy was calling me an idiot in the chat. I said "I just started playing today WHAT are you on about" and as they went on I just won the game. I wanted to say "ez" in chat but it was closed. Next time I come across that guy and It seems like I will win I will paste the entire ez çerez (A thing where Turkish gamers say words ending with "ez" in the chat when they win. "Ez çerez mayonez fotosentez" and so on. They don't make complete sense but it ends with "ez.") in the chat.

I have a chemistry exam tomorrow and I'm chilling right now because our chemistry subjects are easy for me. I need to start studying soon though. And I will see my friend too! I need to give her the LATEEE birthday gift I feel so so guilty about because I didn't have a chance to see her...

It was my friend's birthday today! We couldn't make a big thing but we got her some gifts. She's a Ben Tennyson (The Ultimate Alien one) selfshipper (probably doesn't know theres a term for that, though) I've got to draw her with him!! It will be so cute.

And also, the other girl hasn't bothered me in a week. Does she feel guilty about trying to fight me or something? Embarassed because she made a fool out of herself? Whatever. I feel calmer, and I can talk to my other friends too.

AND !!! I have a psych visit the other day! I am so so excited I have to talk a LOT. From dissociation to psychosis... Maybe he will put me on something else idk.

MUHUHEHEHHEHEHEH!!!!!! Anyways I have some stuff to do !! Bye!!!!

HEY YALL ITS ME.

You know how people will water down the meaning of hyperfixation to just "current interest/excitement"? Yeah it's annoying as fuck cuz I know for a fact that Nike is NOT your hyperfix Royem. I mean it could be but as you're not neurodivergent you can't have one. (Royem is some girl's name in my class that loves to make fun of me. I really hate her. I used her name like "Emily" in this context.)

Yeah, you guys want to know what my hyperfixation is? The common cold. Acute nasopharyngitis. I have NO idea where it came from. You know, when you get a doctor's report to be excused from school, you typically get this code (ICD-10) with something explaining your illness. Something like this:

J00 - Acute nasopharyngitis [Common cold], upper respiratory system infections.

Or for the Turks to get what I mean:

J00 - Akut nazofarenjit [nezle], üst solunum yolu enfeksiyonları. (Raporda falan görebileceğin şey.)

Now tell me WHY is my hyperfixation INFLAMMATION IN THE NASOPHARYNX. I am SO serious by the way. This is NOT a joke.

I'm only complaining because I have exams. I don't feel like studying about the ottomans, let me think about the common cold !!!!!! /hj (Jk I liked studying about ottomans. I am quite ready for my exam tomorrow!)

My biology teacher even let me do a presentation after our midterms !!! Yippie !!!!! I am so so happy about it!! I am going to explain so so much, and I might make a small plush thing of the rhinovirus to show people. I am so hyped!!!!! I hate hate having the cold but its so cool to explain and translate things !!!! Acute nasopharnygitis!!! I will explain what the word means, symptoms, how does it happen, how to cure it and how to avoid it.

My other teacher told me I should study medicine since I love translating medical terms (I made a whole list of suffixes for illnesses) but NO !!!! I want to be a translator I just really like the medical stuff I love House MD and I main Medic in TF2 thats it !!! I can't see myself in medicine as I fear being in the hospital a lot and the noise and the chaos is not for me. Homever, if I had to, I think I would prefer Audiology since it's cool. Or maybe the holter ladies cuz it's also cool. Yk what a holter is? There is two types, one for your heart rhythm and the other for blood pressure. I got the one for blood pressure to see if I had hypertension (high blood pressure) and turns out I didn't, I just had really strong heart muscles and was too nervous ;w; Thank God. I thought the thing was cool but you can NOT sleep in that thing and it startled me when it just started measuring my blood pressure.

Some medical practices really interest me, but I can't see myself actually doing it besides audiology. I think the description for the Medic applies to me at some parts.

What he lacks in compassion for the sick, (Kind of..?) respect for human dignity, (I have that) and any sort of verifiable formal training in medicine...

I love the Medic he's so me guys I'm him even

I also have a chemistry exam the other day and I'm not that scared because chemistry is easy for me!You only need some formulas, basic knowledge on gases and stuff and basic maths!!! I feel so smart bro thank God

The only exams I'm scared of are Biology (which is managable if I learn about cellular respiration), Philosophy (Maybe I can figure this out too but I don't know what they will ask and how to study for it...) and Literature (oh boy. This will be done by the Education Ministry and their questions are both ass and so hard for no reason. They also grade them TERRIBLY. But whatever cuz my literature grades are fine this can't do much and I can't do that bad...)

I really need to study for those. Otherwise it's good and I can manage the other ones.

Anyways I really want to talk about the f-cking inflammation in the nasopharynx so I'll make a page for that in "interests" later on. I will make a presentation in Turkish too !!!!!! I am not complaining actually I love love doing research.

This is my first post ever!!!!!! I am really cool trust. Coding when sick isn't though...

I need to rest a bit!!! I am going on a school trip on Sunday night and I need to get better FAST.

This doesn't mean I won't code anymore today. I'll take a break and come back!