HEY YALL I'M BACK!

I'm sorry I forgot to update this site in a while...

Today, I was in a play! We did a shortened version of Antonius and Cleopatra by Shakespeare ! It was very shortened and in my opinion, dumbed down so highschoolers could understand. A lot of scenes and characters were skipped, like Pompey, Sentry or Enobarbus' Death (We still had Enobarbus.) We did in a conference hall of a private school near our school, since the one we have at school is VERY small.

And I was the narrator. Not a full on role or always on stage, and I was a little sad because of that, BUT that didn't keep me from being dramatic. I didn't have any props but I used my friend's sword (He was Octavius Ceasar) and used it when I was talking about a war between Egypt and Rome. I was dramatic with my role. I prepared my script myself. And in the very beginning, I did something I never did in rehearsals.

"Peace! Hark to me further, for 'tis I, the mistress who shall recount this tale of love, war and despair, stand before you! Verily, I bid you all welcome to our very stage. Now, let me speaketh in the tongue of us, so 'tis all ye who apprehends the tidings of mine."

I said this at the very beginning. Then I started talking in Turkish like in my original text. Since the audience is Turkish, about half of my speech was in Turkish.

I had SO MUCH FUN and we did it even better than the rehearsals! And the girls in the cast were so nice!!!! I love my friends :-) They helped me a lot with makeup. That being said, I actually did full-on makeup for the first time,like, 2 days before the play. And I did %85 of my stage makeup!!! (The rest was done by one of the prompters)

This sounds ridiculous keep in mind I am neurodivergent and have been bullied for most of my life.

Generally it was amazing !! I want to put photos but I'm so afraid of being doxxed...Also I had a really cool hat and a really nice dress that EVERYONE KEPT STEPPING ON (I'M SO SURE IT HAS A FEW TEARS BY NOW BUT SSSHHHH) I was scared it was gonna be really amateurish but everyone said it was amazing and professional for a high school play. I am glad! And appereantly some parent next to my parents was just like "OHHH SO CUTE" when I went on stage.

I'm so so happy but I have exams in 2 weeks...I'm so fucking scared bro

Anyways bye chat and happy-early-Eid!

P.S. : "Peace! Hark further." is a reference to the original play. Act 4, Scene 9, Line 14 :-)

I learned how to play Battleship today.

Why? I thought the Turkish name for it was cool. "Amiral Battı" is Turkish for the game Battleship. The literal meaning of Amiral Battı is "Carrier (ship) sunk" or "The Admiral sunk", which doesn't sound as cool, but it's okay.

I played 4 rounds with my friends and I only lost one round !! And I played it online too. It's such a cool game. I told my mom about it too. I believe the board game version would be more practical as its such a waste of time and paper to just draw grids over and over again. But it's good at school. I like playing Battleship. Of course, as I am still a beginner, I might not be that good but I'll learn.

I was playing Battleship while coding this post, but some guy was calling me an idiot in the chat. I said "I just started playing today WHAT are you on about" and as they went on I just won the game. I wanted to say "ez" in chat but it was closed. Next time I come across that guy and It seems like I will win I will paste the entire ez çerez (A thing where Turkish gamers say words ending with "ez" in the chat when they win. "Ez çerez mayonez fotosentez" and so on. They don't make complete sense but it ends with "ez.") in the chat.

I have a chemistry exam tomorrow and I'm chilling right now because our chemistry subjects are easy for me. I need to start studying soon though. And I will see my friend too! I need to give her the LATEEE birthday gift I feel so so guilty about because I didn't have a chance to see her...

It was my friend's birthday today! We couldn't make a big thing but we got her some gifts. She's a Ben Tennyson (The Ultimate Alien one) selfshipper (probably doesn't know theres a term for that, though) I've got to draw her with him!! It will be so cute.

AND !!! I have a psych visit the other day! I am so so excited I have to talk a LOT. From dissociation to psychosis... Maybe he will put me on something else idk.

MUHUHEHEHHEHEHEH!!!!!! Anyways I have some stuff to do !! Bye!!!!

HEY YALL ITS ME.

You know how people will water down the meaning of hyperfixation to just "current interest/excitement"? Yeah it's annoying as fuck cuz I know for a fact that Nike is NOT your hyperfix Royem. I mean it could be but as you're not neurodivergent you can't have one. (Royem is some girl's name in my class that loves to make fun of me. I really hate her. I used her name like "Emily" in this context.)

Yeah, you guys want to know what my hyperfixation is? The common cold. Acute nasopharyngitis. I have NO idea where it came from. You know, when you get a doctor's report to be excused from school, you typically get this code (ICD-10) with something explaining your illness. Something like this:

J00 - Acute nasopharyngitis [Common cold], upper respiratory system infections.

Or for the Turks to get what I mean:

J00 - Akut nazofarenjit [nezle], üst solunum yolu enfeksiyonları. (Raporda falan görebileceğin şey.)

Now tell me WHY is my hyperfixation INFLAMMATION IN THE NASOPHARYNX. I am SO serious by the way. This is NOT a joke.

I'm only complaining because I have exams. I don't feel like studying about the ottomans, let me think about the common cold !!!!!! /hj (Jk I liked studying about ottomans. I am quite ready for my exam tomorrow!)

My biology teacher even let me do a presentation after our midterms !!! Yippie !!!!! I am so so happy about it!! I am going to explain so so much, and I might make a small plush thing of the rhinovirus to show people. I am so hyped!!!!! I hate hate having the cold but its so cool to explain and translate things !!!! Acute nasopharnygitis!!! I will explain what the word means, symptoms, how does it happen, how to cure it and how to avoid it.

My other teacher told me I should study medicine since I love translating medical terms (I made a whole list of suffixes for illnesses) but NO !!!! I want to be a translator I just really like the medical stuff I love House MD and I main Medic in TF2 thats it !!! I can't see myself in medicine as I fear being in the hospital a lot and the noise and the chaos is not for me. Homever, if I had to, I think I would prefer Audiology since it's cool. Or maybe the holter ladies cuz it's also cool. Yk what a holter is? There is two types, one for your heart rhythm and the other for blood pressure. I got the one for blood pressure to see if I had hypertension (high blood pressure) and turns out I didn't, I just had really strong heart muscles and was too nervous ;w; Thank God. I thought the thing was cool but you can NOT sleep in that thing and it startled me when it just started measuring my blood pressure.

Some medical practices really interest me, but I can't see myself actually doing it besides audiology. I think the description for the Medic applies to me at some parts.

What he lacks in compassion for the sick, (Kind of..?) respect for human dignity, (I have that) and any sort of verifiable formal training in medicine...

I love the Medic he's so me guys I'm him even

I also have a chemistry exam the other day and I'm not that scared because chemistry is easy for me!You only need some formulas, basic knowledge on gases and stuff and basic maths!!! I feel so smart bro thank God

The only exams I'm scared of are Biology (which is managable if I learn about cellular respiration), Philosophy (Maybe I can figure this out too but I don't know what they will ask and how to study for it...) and Literature (oh boy. This will be done by the Education Ministry and their questions are both ass and so hard for no reason. They also grade them TERRIBLY. But whatever cuz my literature grades are fine this can't do much and I can't do that bad...)

I really need to study for those. Otherwise it's good and I can manage the other ones.

Anyways I really want to talk about the f-cking inflammation in the nasopharynx so I'll make a page for that in "interests" later on. I will make a presentation in Turkish too !!!!!! I am not complaining actually I love love doing research.

This is my first post ever!!!!!! I am really cool trust. Coding when sick isn't though...

I need to rest a bit!!! I am going on a school trip on Sunday night and I need to get better FAST.

This doesn't mean I won't code anymore today. I'll take a break and come back!